On his first morning of freedom after being launched from Israeli jail, Ubai Youssef Abu Maria wandered round his house, checking in on his mother and father, as if to ensure everybody was there.
That they had all gotten house at daybreak that day, Friday, and whereas his physique was drained, he was so completely satisfied to be house that he solely managed two hours of sleep earlier than he went to his mother and father’ room and woke them up.
Solely half-joking, he requested his mom Fidaa, 38, to make him a breakfast he had been dreaming of since October 7 – qalayet banadora, a spicy skillet of contemporary tomatoes simmered with scorching Palestinian chilli peppers. It was served with the requisite fruity olive oil, particular family-recipe zaatar and a cup of candy tea.
As he ate, Ubai instructed his mom that he had eaten nothing that tasted something however terrible over the previous two months. He missed being house and being taken care of.
Then, he headed out to the barber’s to trim his “wild” hair that had not been tended to for 2 months, returning groomed and feeling a bit extra regular.
‘I noticed the happiness in my father’s eyes’
Ubai Youssef Abu Maria is eighteen, lives north of Hebron and has already been arrested six occasions by Israeli forces. Typically he was held for days, typically for hours. The primary time, he was 14 years previous and was held for 15 days.
A yr later, when he was solely 15, he was arrested once more and held for 9 months. The final time he was taken was on October 8 and instructed he could be in administrative detention, a near-informal standing that ostensibly lasts six months however is commonly renewed again and again with the detained particular person by no means being charged or tried.
Every time, his mother and father watched and waited, worrying about their son.
Then a “humanitarian pause” was declared between Israel and Hamas this month, with an trade of captives for prisoners as a part of the deal – hope reared its head and Ubai’s mother and father Fidaa and Youssef began to prepare, in case Ubai was launched.
He ultimately was, within the seventh and final batch of Palestinian prisoners launched from Israeli detention on Thursday.
“I noticed the happiness in my father’s eyes,” Ubai stated. “For us, we’re pals greater than father and son, and I look as much as him as a task mannequin.
“He was apprehensive for me in detention, particularly due to my injured arm.”
Ubai had been shot within the elbow by Israeli forces final November, shedding 70 % use of his arm consequently. He had been present process post-surgical remedy, however his arrest only one month after the platinum pins had been faraway from his elbow reduce that brief.
“I instructed the Israelis again and again that my arm was injured. They didn’t care, actually, it appeared to amuse them to shackle my palms anyway,” Ubai stated.
“Even the jail physician laughed at me once I requested for drugs. Made me suppose that this man is a jailer in a physician’s coat. They solely gave me Acamol [paracetamol] as soon as. That was it.
“I’m completely satisfied that I can proceed my remedy now. I’m house, and I can see my household and be with them. There aren’t any phrases to explain this pleasure.”
First phrases, first embraces
When Ubai walked into the home at daybreak on Friday, Fidaa was bowled over at first.
“I stored him, discovered myself backing away and pondering in disbelief: ‘That’s not my boy.’ He regarded so completely different, not the wholesome boy he was, he had misplaced a lot weight, regarded so exhausted, pores and skin and bones with large messy hair on prime.
“I cried, with pleasure I assume, I don’t know. My first phrases to him had been ‘How’s your arm? Transfer it, present me how it’s.’”
Ubai’s first phrases to his mom had been sweeter, as he hugged her, instructed her he missed her and referred to as her “My Life”, an Arabic time period of endearment he makes use of for her.
Shortly after that, he needed to present her that his arm was nonetheless cell, in fact. As for his father, he had greeted him with “My Crown”, which is a cross between a time period of endearment and “boss”.
After a breakfast match for a king and a visit to the barber, Ubai’s home crammed up with household and pals coming to see him and welcome him house. So many who he wasn’t in a position to get his favorite meal at lunchtime, stuffed zucchini in a yoghurt sauce, and needed to be glad with a promise that he’d have the ability to have it on Saturday.
Reunions with family members had been greater than sufficient to make up for any culinary disappointments although, and Ubai spoke to Al Jazeera fondly about seeing his childhood buddy, Mahdi Hammad, when he received off the jail transport car that introduced him from Ofer Jail to Ramallah. “He took me to my father and household, they’d already been ready for me for 10 hours by the point I received there at 2am.
“I can’t describe seeing them once more, it’s a mixture of pleasure and unhappiness. Proud of the nice and cozy embraces I got here again to and in tears over what is occurring to Gaza, the brutal tax which resulted within the launch of Palestinian prisoners. I couldn’t consider it, that I’d be a part of the deal.”
Humiliation and ache in jail
After the Aqsa Storm operation, the remedy of Palestinian prisoners grew to become worse than ever, Ubai stated. All tv entry was reduce off, after which all home equipment, blankets and spare clothes had been faraway from cells.
“The jail guards punished us lots, like they had been taking their October 7 humiliation out on us,” he instructed Al Jazeera, including that guards would burst into cells a number of occasions a day, beating, looking and making an attempt to humiliate prisoners.
“We weren’t allowed to lift our heads or look them within the eye, if somebody did that they’d be overwhelmed badly and put in solitary the place they’d be assaulted once more, out of sight.”
The day Ubai was launched, he was shackled at 7am and led from his cell within the Nafha Jail to the jail “bosta” transport car, which was utterly darkish inside and divided into a number of tight cells with metallic seats in them however he was not in a position to sit down on that trip to Ofer Jail close to Ramallah.
As soon as there, as different prisoners have detailed, Ubai was held in a cell, freezing chilly this time given the time of the yr.
“I didn’t have sufficient garments to maintain heat, they’d confiscated all my belongings, and stayed like that for about six hours. I may really feel my limbs freeze, particularly my injured left arm, and the entire time I had no thought what this was all for, no person had instructed me what was occurring.
“Then a Shin Guess officer burst into the cell and instructed me I’d depart jail, however he was shouting and threatening me too, saying that I couldn’t have fun, carry resistance flags, obtain well-wishers, or have any political exercise. ‘You’ll be arrested once more,’ he stated.”
Fidaa was sitting close to Ubai, a beaming smile on her face. However it lined a deeper unhappiness, she stated. “As a Palestinian mom, we will’t maintain our children inside on a regular basis to guard them from what the occupation might do to them. They’re always at risk of being harassed, detained, harm or, even worse, killed by the occupation’s blind bullets
“And take a look at him! He’s again however he suffered a lot in jail. The tales of what occurred to him and different prisoners in there are terrible, and the tales of what’s occurring to the individuals of Gaza are heartbreaking.”
For now, Ubai can flip again to his pastime that he hopes to show right into a profession: automotive electrics. So he plans to finish the remedy his arm wants, then begin engaged on changing into an auto electrician. However first, spending extra time along with his household.
“Ubai is my buddy, companion and assist… Once I noticed him, it was like he had been reborn,” Youssef stated tearfully, hugging Ubai shut.
