Some Latina moms train their daughters learn how to spoon masa or plátano onto a corn husk or banana leaf when making tamales or pasteles.
My Latina mom taught me to like musicals.
Or, extra exactly, learn how to worship the diva on the heart of a musical, the lady pulling on the seams of its tidy romance plot, unraveling in her wake a path of pleasure and mayhem. Some days it was Barbra Streisand as Fanny Brice in her mink hat and muff insisting that nobody rain on her parade. Or Diana Ross easing on down the highway. However most instances it was Rita Moreno as Anita dancing her manner past the borders of “Ameríca” in “West Aspect Story.”
Within the a long time since its opening evening on Broadway in 1957, “West Aspect Story” has been the story, the persistent white fantasy of “Latinness,” that Latinas like my mother and I’ve needed to reckon with. And but my mother and I saved watching. Maybe it’s as a result of, like all musicals, “West Aspect Story” is a posh type of illustration that revels in each its messiness and its marvelousness. My mom taught me to see in “West Aspect Story” not simply the issues of brown-face make-up, but additionally the choreography of one other Latina who may dance her manner out of any script that sought to restrict her or relegate her to a supporting function. My mom was exhibiting me a diva who may transfer throughout these imposed limits. And who did it in a wonderful costume and heels.
It’s not and not using a measure of sheepishness that I admit this now, lengthy after the public and personal conversations Latinos have engaged in about our vexed relationship to “West Aspect Story.” Little doubt, it presents damaging stereotypes of “Latin” tradition in America. Many people have cataloged and condemned the musical’s depictions of felony youth and blatantly sexual ladies all talking in exaggerated accents.
Musical divas like Ms. Moreno helped my mom and me forge our bond as we made our personal manner in America from our working-class neighborhood in San Antonio, Texas, a metropolis that has lengthy had a Latino majority. “West Aspect Story” endures as a paradoxical — and sometimes pleasurable — cultural textual content by which many Latinos have come to know ourselves and each other. Artists and thinkers like Lin-Manuel Miranda, Justice Sonia Sotomayor of the Supreme Courtroom and Jennifer Lopez, to call a couple of, have turned to the musical as a method of understanding themselves or as a jumping-off level into a brand new narrative.
Based on my mother, the primary time we watched the 1961 movie adaptation of “West Aspect Story” collectively was when NBC aired it over two successive nights in March 1972. I used to be a little bit greater than a 12 months outdated. In these days, she and I had been sharing a mattress within the entrance room of my grandparents’ home on San Antonio’s south facet. My father was preventing in Vietnam. I spent numerous nights within the years that adopted curled up in mattress with my mom singing alongside to “West Aspect Story.”
We discovered each line, each lyric. We scoffed on the brown-cake make-up. Rolled our eyes on the accents. We believed that, sure, a boy like that may kill your brother. We cried each time Bernardo died. We cursed. We crooned. We held our breaths when Anita’s purple petticoat flared, her leg kicked up and stretching to ceaselessly, to the smattering of stars above, to some past someplace removed from right here.
In “West Aspect Story,” Rita Moreno doesn’t simply grasp the notoriously exacting rigors of Jerome Robbins’s choreography. She expresses undisciplined enjoyment of her physique’s motion past it. In Ms. Moreno’s mauve-blurred actions as Anita there may be each a way of well-rehearsed management and improvisatory curve, a way of what my mom would name “movidas,” of discovering a manner when there appears to be no manner, of making house the place none is ceded. Movidas usually are not simply methods of creating do however making do with Latina aptitude, of hustling so easily it turns into dancing.
Rita-as-Anita refuses to maneuver in a straight line — and why ought to she when the enjoying discipline is so stuffed with obstacles? Latinos know there are few easy paths towards securing a spot for ourselves; the one fixed is the well-rehearsed management and improvisatory curve and sartorial aptitude and audacious pleasure we carry out in our movidas. We acknowledge in Anita’s actions the choreographies of our personal refusals and striving for self-possession.
Repeatedly I noticed within the movie how Anita tends fiercely to Maria, {the teenager} left in her cost. Simply as I joined my mom in mattress to observe and cry and sing alongside, Anita joins Maria on her mattress to sing the duet “A Boy Like That/I Have a Love.” It’s a pivotal second when Anita, regardless of her personal reservations, romantic attachments and aspirations, sacrifices herself to assist Maria attempt to obtain what she needs. Anita and Maria are the one couple central to the narrative who survive.
My mom taught me to memorize the steps and the songs in a musical diva’s repertoire. Collectively, we studied the methods Rita-as-Anita strikes throughout the battered gymnasium ground, throughout the rooftop, throughout the boundaries of turf and tribe. She confirmed me learn how to comply with the diva who reveals Latinas learn how to transfer and transfer and carry on transferring, learn how to transfer till the skirts of our attire obtain elevate off, learn how to transfer previous the violence carried out to our our bodies and our boyfriends, learn how to transfer nearer to 1 one other throughout the borders that search to maintain us aside.
Deborah Paredez is the chair of the writing program at Columbia and the writer of the forthcoming vital memoir “American Diva.”
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