Earlier than Pamela Anderson was within the highlight and had the standing as a intercourse image, she confessed she was “painfully shy.”
The 55-year-old mannequin admitted it was not till she first posed for Playboy in 1989 that she felt assured to be in her personal pores and skin.
“The shyness was one thing that was so debilitating. Once I was little, I’d put on a hat over my head and pull the outlet closed so I might solely see out this a lot,” Anderson informed ET Canada throughout an interview.
“I hated the way in which I seemed, I hated all the pieces. I used to be so shy, and I all the time thought all people was fairly, and I simply didn’t have that confidence or self-confidence.”
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The 55-year-old mannequin first posed for Playboy in 1989. (Courtesy of Netflix)
The “Baywatch” alum’s feedback come on the heels of the discharge of her tell-all memoir, “Love, Pamela.” Anderson moreover launched a Netflix documentary, “Pamela, a Love Story.”

Pamela Anderson beforehand stated that she’s going to sometimes attempt on her iconic “Baywatch” pink swimsuit. (Axelle/Bauer-Griffin/ Starstock/Photoshot/Everett Assortment URK)
After the blonde bombshell denied Playboy’s a number of requests to work collectively, she famous that she lastly got here round to saying sure after she discovered herself in a scenario.

Pamela Anderson, left, and Hugh Hefner through the Hugh Hefner and Worldwide Photos Launch the Playboy Legacy Assortment. (Getty Photos)
“[I] thought ‘Why not? Let me do that.’ Then I bought to L.A. and I used to be horrified,” Anderson continued.
Regardless of being overwhelmed and “scared,” the 55-year-old mannequin described how she shook off the nervous feeling and owned her first Playboy photo shoot.
“… I did my first photograph shoot with Playboy… it was the primary flash once I opened my eyes, and it felt like I used to be falling off a cliff. It actually felt like I used to be simply… permitting, as a substitute of attempting to regulate. And it was my first feeling of freedom,” she informed the media outlet.

Pamela Anderson launched her Netflix documentary, “Pamela, a love story,” and her e-book, “Love, Pamela.” (Roy Rochlin/Getty Photos for Netflix)
“Then I used to be off to the races.”
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In January, Anderson spoke candidly about her standing as a intercourse image and revealed she by no means understood the dialog surrounding her look.
“I by no means felt like I used to be any form of nice magnificence, ever, no. Only a little funny-looking,” she stated on the “Armchair Knowledgeable” podcast with Dax Shepard.
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Pamela Anderson, proper, had two sons with former husband Tommy Lee, Brandon Thomas Lee and Dylan Jagger. (S. Granitz/WireImage)
“I can’t wait to see myself previous. I all the time stated I’d acknowledge myself once I was previous within the mirror,” Anderson informed Shepard on her plans to age naturally. “I wish to let my hair go form of natural gray, put my little straw hat on, don’t put on make-up. I imply, that’s my comfy form of state.”

From left to proper, Dylan Jagger Lee, Pamela Anderson and Brandon Thomas Lee pose backstage through the opening evening of her Broadway debut as Roxie Hart within the musical “Chicago.” (Photograph by Bruce Glikas/Getty Photos)
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Anderson has two sons, Brandon and Dylan Lee, whom she shares with Tommy Lee. Anderson and Lee had been married from 1995 to 1998.
In Anderson’s Netflix documentary, in addition to her memoir, she particulars her life experiences, ranging from childhood. She stated her sons took on this undertaking and wished there to be a “file of reality” on the market.