Nuseirat refugee camp, Gaza Strip, Palestine – At al-Nuwairi Hill, the closest level in Nuseirat to the al-Rashid coastal street, Ansaf Khadra sits on the bottom together with her household for the second consecutive day, ready to be allowed to return to her residence, or no matter is left of it, in northern Gaza.
Ansaf, a mom of 4, was one in every of 1000’s of displaced individuals in southern Gaza who instantly headed for al-Rashid on Sunday after the discharge of 4 Israeli captives as a part of the Israel-Hamas ceasefire deal the day earlier than.
The plan was to move to al-Rashid and attempt to get by means of Israel’s Netzarim checkpoint, then, past that, to Gaza’s north.
“I’ve been right here since early morning with my husband and youngsters,” Ansaf informed Al Jazeera as she handed out sandwiches to her kids sitting on the bottom.
“Final night time I ready no matter belongings we might carry and left many issues to make it simpler to stroll,” she added. “We couldn’t even wait a minute. We wish to return to our land within the north instantly.”
The ceasefire deal, which started to be applied on January 19 with the primary alternate of Israeli captives and Palestinian prisoners, was supposed to permit for the return of displaced Palestinians from southern Gaza to the north after the second alternate of captives for prisoners, which came about on Saturday.
Nevertheless, Israel forcibly blocked Palestinian civilians from approaching Netzarim on Sunday, firing on the crowds on no less than three separate events, in keeping with medical sources, and killing no less than two Palestinians, in keeping with al-Awda Hospital, the place the casualties have been acquired. At the least 9 individuals, together with a toddler, have been wounded.
Israel has insisted that one other feminine captive, Arbel Yehud, ought to have been launched on Saturday earlier than Palestinians have been allowed to return to their houses within the north.
The delay has left Palestinians right here pissed off. Ahmed Abu Dan puffed on the remnants of his cigarette as he sat alongside his household.
“We’ve been by means of a lot throughout this conflict,” the 55-year-old mentioned. “Once they informed us we might return to the north, we have been overjoyed, however Israel is deliberately souring our happiness by making us wait.”
Ahmed isn’t within the technicalities of the delay. His solely concern is returning residence to Gaza Metropolis’s Shujayea neighbourhood, away from the reminiscences of 15 months of conflict and displacement.
“What’s one other day or two?” he quipped with amusing. “We’re staying right here it doesn’t matter what, till they allow us to by means of.”
Ahmed and his household packed up their tent as quickly because the ceasefire started, gathering their important belongings in preparation for the tough journey again north.
The household has been displaced 11 instances for the reason that conflict started, Ahmed mentioned, explaining that his well being and psychological state had deteriorated after enduring so many months residing in tents. The expertise signifies that, if he does make it again to the north, he has vowed by no means to depart once more – even when the ceasefire fails and conflict breaks out once more.
“We have been compelled to flee to supposedly secure areas, solely to be focused there as effectively,” Ahmed mentioned. “I can’t wait to kiss Gaza Metropolis’s soil once more.
“I miss my kinfolk and my residence in Shujayea, even when partially destroyed. I miss my neighbourhood and every little thing there.”
What’s left?
Whereas the entire of the Gaza Strip, a coastal enclave solely 41 kilometres (25 miles) lengthy, has been bombarded by Israel throughout its conflict, the north has been notably devastated.
Israel’s far-right settler motion has even pushed for the everlasting ethnic cleaning of Palestinians and the institution of unlawful settlements within the area, the house of the enclave’s largest city space earlier than the conflict, Gaza Metropolis.
Huge swathes of northern Gaza now seem uninhabitable, however Ansaf has heard that her residence, whereas severely broken, remains to be standing.
“In accordance with my neighbours, just one room and a rest room in my home stay intact, however to me, that’s heaven in comparison with a life in displacement,” she mentioned with a broad smile.
“I miss my residence a lot,” Ansaf added. “We had solely lived there for 9 months earlier than the conflict began, and I hadn’t even completed furnishing it.”
In contrast to Ansaf, Nada Awadallah has no details about the situation of her residence in Gaza’s Metropolis’s Tal al-Hawa neighbourhood. What she does know is that the realm round her residence was a closed Israeli army zone, and was laborious to entry.
However that lack of knowledge will not be a affirmation that her residence has been destroyed. And for Nada, that is sufficient to try to return.
“I can’t imagine the day of return has lastly come,” the 65-year-old mentioned, tears welling in her eyes. “I’ll endure the exhaustion. I’ve been right here since final night time, sleeping on the road, and I’m prepared to remain till we’re allowed by means of.”
Nada had fled together with her household – 5 kids and several other grandchildren – from Tal al-Hawa early within the conflict, finally settling in a tent in southern Gaza’s al-Mawasi. And all of these relations have determined, for now, to remain the place they’re.
“There was a debate amongst us about ready longer earlier than heading again, however I couldn’t wait any longer,” Nada mentioned. “I informed them I’d crawl if I needed to. What issues is that I’m going again and verify on my residence.”
Returning to the rubble
Mahmoud Mohsen, a 57-year-old father of seven, visited his daughter’s grave in central Gaza’s Deir el-Balah cemetery earlier than heading in direction of Netzarim.
Mahmoud’s daughter, alongside together with her husband and three kids, have been killed in a bombing in Nuseirat in November 2023.
Initially from Beit Lahiya in northern Gaza, Mahmoud fled southwards to Rafah in the beginning of the conflict. After a number of displacements, he finally settled in Deir el-Balah.
“All I need now’s to return to the rubble of my residence. Nothing else issues,” Mahmoud mentioned as he gazed in direction of the checkpoint. “I’ll keep right here till I’m allowed by means of.”
“Simply reaching this space has introduced me again to life. I miss Gaza’s air,” Mahmoud mentioned. “Our journey in the course of the conflict was one in every of hardship after hardship. Sufficient of this hell.”
